what to do?

Have you ever been at a point in your life where you're faced with difficult decisions and you're not sure which choice is the best for you?  This is where I am right now.  We're making decisions that will affect us, and our future children, and I'm not sure which decision is right.

Okay, I know that there is really no right decision, but I do believe that we've put the pressure on ourselves to make the best decision.

I guess the main reason why I'm having such a difficult time is because this is the first time in my life that I'm making decisions without a safety net.  This time it's just Hubby and I.  We're in it together, and all alone.  Sure, we can ask advice to those who are older and much wiser, but at the end of the day it's the two of us that need to live with the decision that we make.

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Life and been turned upside down and I'm not sure how I feel about it.  On one hand, I'm really excited for what lies ahead; the unknown.  On the other hand, I'm scared out of my mind.  We've got a good life right now and we're happy and comfortable where we are; why would we go and change it?

Normally, these kinds of decisions are super easy.  We're both very logical thinkers, so making big life decisions usually comes very easily because we're on the same page.  Now, however, we just can't quite decide what we want.  Here or there?  Big or small?  It changes every single day.  Our family and friends must be tired of us.  They ask us about our plans, and they get a new answer each time.  We apologize.  We're just trying to work it all out.